Archives for January 20, 2016

Living inside the Autism Bubble

Autism Bubble

My gorgeous Jack.x

Peering up into my eyes, my lovely Jack smiles and I smile back as we sit together while all are sleep. He turns away from me now and rubs his little face with his favorite cloth as the light of the fire keeps us company. It’s almost 3am and we are in darkness except for the glow of the fire keeping us warm. Kissing Jack’s gorgeous little head I rock him over and back in my arms singing the alphabet song again, again, again. I would so love to know why the letters of the alphabet make him feel so safe, maybe he will tell me someday I think.x

It is always in the dark of night that I wonder most what it must be like to live in the Autism Bubble, in their world, to wake up one morning to the way they think, see and feel the world. Conor and Jack both live in “our” world but oh what I would do to live in theirs. Just for a moment, to see. feel and be just like them, just so I could really understand them, so I could “really” help them.x [Read more…]