Archives for January 2016

Happy Printing

BeFunky Collage [Read more…]

The Friday Freebie Catch Up

Behavior Downloads

Behavior Downloads

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Living inside the Autism Bubble

Autism Bubble

My gorgeous Jack.x

Peering up into my eyes, my lovely Jack smiles and I smile back as we sit together while all are sleep. He turns away from me now and rubs his little face with his favorite cloth as the light of the fire keeps us company. It’s almost 3am and we are in darkness except for the glow of the fire keeping us warm. Kissing Jack’s gorgeous little head I rock him over and back in my arms singing the alphabet song again, again, again. I would so love to know why the letters of the alphabet make him feel so safe, maybe he will tell me someday I think.x

It is always in the dark of night that I wonder most what it must be like to live in the Autism Bubble, in their world, to wake up one morning to the way they think, see and feel the world. Conor and Jack both live in “our” world but oh what I would do to live in theirs. Just for a moment, to see. feel and be just like them, just so I could really understand them, so I could “really” help them.x [Read more…]

We are back on the Autism Road

Back on the Autism Road

Jack is finding his way in our world.x

 

Starting Over

This week a new chapter in Jack’s short life has begun. A step in the right direction for him and us as a family but in another way it is sort of bittersweet. I am so glad for him that Conor’s amazing Resource Worker “Mary” is back in our lives and is here to help Jack just as she helped Conor starting out all those years ago yet it makes my heart so sort of feel heavy for a moment. I didn’t think we would ever be back here again but here we are.x  [Read more…]

What I learned this past year

Jack "helping" tidy the Christmas Tree last Christmas.x

Jack “helping” tidy the Christmas Tree last Christmas.x

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